I knew all the signs of approaching death, of labor beginning. What I didn’t know was how much we don’t want to see those signs, and by not wanting to see them, we often don’t.

As most of you know my husband died September 18. It was my turn to walk on the other side of hospice. He was diagnosed in May with cancer of the lung. At 89, we decided treatment would hinder his quality of living. At 89, any disruption of our “normal” can turn into a downward spiral. We wanted him to live his best life while he could.

It is interesting to me that with all my knowledge, I fell into the trap most people find themselves in: not wanting to see what is really happening. Intellectually I knew the signs and patterns of approaching death, but emotionally I kept pushing food and seeking engagement. AND experiencing the frustration those actions were building.

It took a day of anger to recognize I was concentrating on keeping him alive while he was preparing to die. It took anger to begin accepting what was happening. Actually, “accepting” is not the right word, because it will never be okay. Let’s use the word “understanding.” It took anger to understand what the future was bringing.

Click here to read full story: https://bkbooks.com/blogs/something-to-think-about/do-you-see-that-he-is-dying

Over the years, I have given inservice trainings on a variety of hospice-related topics to various hospitals, Grand Rounds, or monthly physician’s meetings.

I talked about end of life care and the ways hospice does and does not fit into the medical model. It was always a hard sell. It seemed at every meeting a physician would state that the medical model is “never stop trying.” By never admitting defeat we learn to help others, to cure disease. The medical model of always treating is how disease is conquered.” 

I agree with that philosophy. We learn from each situation. We learn what to do and what not to do. What works, helps, and what doesn’t. What I don’t agree with is making it an across the board, “we never stop trying” policy.

Everyone dies. Death will not be conquered. It can be forestalled and that is where the medical model comes in. We learn through trying. The medical rounds physician is correct — BUT (I knew you were waiting for the BUT) I think the patient has the right to make that decision, not the physician. 

Click here for full story: https://bkbooks.com/blogs/something-to-think-about/not-every-patient-is-a-battle-to-win

If you or a loved one are living with a serious illness, you may be looking for care that can help relieve symptoms, improve quality of life, and support you and your family. Palliative care does that and more.

Palliative care is specialized medical care that focuses on providing relief from the symptoms and stress of a serious illness—no matter the diagnosis or stage of illness. The goal is to improve quality of life for both the patient and the family.

But how do you know if palliative care is right for you? And how do you find a provider near you? Here’s are a few tips to get you started.

1. Talk to Your Doctor and Ask for a Referral

Start by speaking with your doctor, as they’ll be the one to refer you to palliative care. This would be the doctor, such as an oncologist, cardiologist, or neurologist, who diagnosed your serious illness. If they haven’t mentioned palliative care on their own, it’s okay to bring it up and ask if palliative care can help you manage symptoms or improve your quality of life—and ask for a referral.

Tip: If you’re unsure if palliative care is right for you, you can take a quick 5-question quiz about your symptoms, diagnosis, and support needs. Based on your answers, the quiz will determine whether palliative care can help. Remember, you can receive palliative care at any point of your illness.

2. Find a Palliative Care Provider

Once you and your doctor determine if palliative care is right for you, it’s time to find a palliative care provider in your area. If you’re admitted to the hospital, your doctor will ask the hospital’s palliative care team to visit you. If you’re living at home or another place within the community, your doctor will refer you to a palliative care doctor they trust.

If your doctor doesn’t have someone in mind, they can check out the Palliative Care Provider Directory on GetPalliativeCare.org. This directory is searchable by ZIP code and care setting (whether it’s a hospital, office/clinic, home, or nursing home), and includes palliative care programs that have listed themselves.

Click here for the full article: https://getpalliativecare.org/considering-palliative-care-four-simple-ways-to-get-started/

An internet search defines a miracle as: “a surprising and welcome event that is not explicable by natural or scientific laws and is therefore considered to be the work of a divine agency.” I, Barbara, define “a miracle” as “an event attributed to a supernatural being (God or gods), a miracle worker, a saint, or a religious leader.” It is an event that seems to defy all logic.

With that definition, you have to be a pretty high stakes gambler to bet your life (literally) on the idea that a miracle is going to cure your life threatening illness.

People tend to miss what is in front of them, which is the present moment. How many of us live in past memories or future ideals? Most of us don’t live in the immediate moment — and it is that  moment that sets the stage for what follows — for the future.

Click here for the full story : https://bkbooks.com/blogs/something-to-think-about/miracles

Grief is a lot about the empty space they left behind. It is learning how to fill the space we had when we were a “we” that has become a space of emptiness now that we are an “I.”

I think the major revelation you all gave me with your suggestions is there are many kinds of “we,” not just a partner “we.” Baxter cat and I are a “we.” Actually so are the birds, squirrels and fish that I am responsible for. Family makes me a “we.” My friends make me a “we.” You see what I am saying. I am not as alone as I thought.

Click here for the full story: https://bkbooks.com/blogs/something-to-think-about/traveling-the-road-of-grief

We are born, we experience, and then we die. That is how the “game” of life works. If it is a guarantee of life that living will at some point end, why do we have such a challenge coming to terms with a terminal diagnosis?

Yes, medical advances have been amazing in curing and healing, BUT death will still come at some point.

There are two ways to die. Fast is one way, where you have a heart attack or a stroke or you’re hit by a truck. The body is alive one minute and dead the next. There is no process here. It is immediate. There are no signs, no warnings. A person is literally alive one minute and dead (for whatever reason) the next. 

Click the link for the full story: Why Knowing the Dying Process Can Change How We Live

We health workers feel we have to do something. We have to take blood pressure, pulse, temperature, check peeing and pooping, and do assessments.

With approaching death, it isn’t so much doing something as it is just being there.

Emotional support, guidance for caregivers, and listening are our best tools. Addressing humanity is end of life work.

End of life work takes the focus off the disease and increases the attention on the humanity of a person. It focuses on the person that has a disease instead of the disease that the person has. I’m not saying you shouldn’t focus on the disease and its treatments. I’m saying focus on the human being that has a disease, and only THEN look at the malady.

Follow the link for the full story : https://bkbooks.com/blogs/something-to-think-about/caring-for-the-person-not-just-the-disease

Denial by the person with a life threating illness, denial by the caregiver, and I’ll even add denial by some attending physicians. Denial is often the reaction to diseases that have reached the point of not being fixable.

It can’t be me. It can’t be my special person. The doctors are wrong. If we do everything the physician recommends, we’ll be fine. If we do all the “right things” (eating, exercising, not smoking, not drinking alcohol, praying) everything will be okay. AND if the doctors are right in saying the disease isn’t fixable, then there will be a miracle and death will not come. Other people die, not me or even anyone close to me.

Click here to read the full story : Denial of a Life Limiting Illness

Veterans and their spouses are invited to join us on November 11th from 12pm – 2pm for a delicious complimentary lunch at Belle Reve provided by Quinlan Care Concepts/Karen Ann Quinlan Hospice. Each Veteran will also receive a commemorative certificate and pin.

RSVP by November 7th to Heather at (570)-221-6014 or email HMarrocco@bellerevesl.com

Belle Reve – 404 East Harford Street, Milford PA 18337

Hospice takes care of people the doctors are having a difficult time fixing; people the doctors probably can’t fix. What does hospice do?  Hospice helps people live with the greatest possible comfort during the limited time they have left.

It is interesting that a person who can’t be fixed, who is approaching death through disease, looks very sick and often frail in the months before their death BUT they don’t look like they are dying or at least match our idea of what a person looks like. They have probably entered the dying process in those prior months but they don’t look like they are going to die. It is only in the one to three weeks before death, that a person who is dying from a disease actually looks like they are dying. 

People are generally referred to hospice in the last weeks of their life, which is way too late to help the patient and is often just crisis solving with the family.

Click here to read more : https://bkbooks.com/blogs/something-to-think-about/when-treatment-stops-working-what-hospice-really-offers